Archive for October, 2010

October 23, 2010

iljb#133: I have to admit a few things…

  • I’ve actually have been trying to abandon wordpress for tumblr
  • I am second guessing my relationship
  • I am blessed to have a entry level job which I start on Monday
  • I need to rest so my body can feel better
  • I hate the rain
  • I miss blogging and writing poetry
  • I’m tired of youtube to an extent
  • I know what I want in life
  • I am lucky
  • I can be single and be fine
  • I have a future waiting for me
  • Forgiveness is hard to do
  • I can’t wait – wont wait for anyone
October 1, 2010

iljb#132: Come A Long Way

Today marks the very beginning of something new. Today I leave September behind and welcome October into my life. September was alright, but I know October will be just what I needed. It was nice to just be lazy for a change at the end of September – I rarely if any get those days where I feel that way…it feels nice, it reminds me that I am human and I can get lazy because most of the time I’m so uptight in making that doe.

I’m a hustler and thats what I’ve been doing. I’ve said it to a few and to myself more recently, but its so true – I have been the most financially stable than I have ever been in my life…it feels great. Knowing that I don’t have to save hella (because I’ve been doing that currently) to just make ends meet. I have more than enough to buy whatever, do whatever, spend whatever, but don’t get it twisted, I earned each and everything I make.

Today marks the beginning of my fitness. No RICE for a month or bread…so whats left? mmmm healthy food I guess? Soda is out of the picture…it’ll just be water. And I guess really making it a point to work out. I wanna make 3 months from now count, so by 2011, I’ll feel and look good. So its gotta start somewhere right? And it starts today.

Its almost 3 and I’m still up…sigh…

I’m tired of faulty people who fuck up my game. Its whatever…I ain’t trying to let it phaze me. I got other things to put my energy towards – thats your fault if you wanna hate on me.

BTW, I found this great KOREAN site to learn how to speak KOREAN. I’m excited. Its my new hobbie for now…
WELL HAPPY PILIPINO AMERICAN HERITAGE MONTH =]