iljb#64: Trouble in the Fam.

“I’ll pay you $200 dollars every month if you lend me $900.”

It seems like all that hard work to get shit paid ain’t enough. I’m trying my best…$900 more? Damn…I’ve helped enough…$2000 dollars out of my own money…now $900? FUCK. I’m barely making it right now because of work…I can only take care of myself…I can’t take care of 4 other people…grown adults for that matter…

Yal don’t understand…its not that I don’t want to hang out…its not that I’m picking and choosing…its just I have way bigger responsibilities than I thought I’d ever have.

“Pray for your brother…hes lost all his hair…eyebrows…lets hope its not cancer.”

How the hell do you take that information in? Shit…I’ve had a scare with my mom with breast cancer…now its my brother? I mean…fuck…I’m out here getting mine…its hard…I’m sad.

I’m not going to school to just get an education…I’m using my financial aid so I can help my family out.

Man…=[ this sucks…this really bites…I gotta hustle more…I gotta keep that smile…
but right now…its hard when I got shit to worry about like this…money….health…

“If your brother loses his job…thats it for us…”

sigh wtf?!?! mann…..=[

UGHHHHHHHHHH

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