Archive for October 24th, 2009

October 24, 2009

iljb#61: I don’t need sunshine to know I’m bright

There are some days where waking up is hard. Maybe you stayed up late the night before, you have responsibilities ahead, or you just don’t want to face reality. Whichever it is know that even know that you don’t need sunshine to know that you’re bright.

Self awareness and self strength is the most important part of keeping it together. When facing adversity, all that you have left at times is your inner strength. If you don’t believe in yourself and always let people tell you how to act, what to say, let them tell you what you should believe…then who have you ultimately become…and what have you ultimately lost?

If you are the lonely number in the equation – doesn’t mean you’re wrong – maybe everything else doesn’t add up for a reason.

October 24, 2009

iljb#60: I’m pretty sure this is getting old…

Old enough that I’m starting to get sick of it. What is “it”? Oh man, why does it matter at this point. IT doesn’t matter.

What does matter is the horrible trickle affect I had at work today. NOW THAT was a surprise…man…=[ I’m lightweight sad/frustrated about it…sigh I dunno…maybe its my LIFE telling me to stop being too comfortable too soon…most likely…

Anyway, had the most STRESSFUL week in the world…shrugs, just looking forward to sun & mon. BTW…I’m really tired…

But I’m sure that this is already getting old…