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September 13, 2008

It hurts knowing…

That you weren’t the person that they wanted. You weren’t the one that fit the picture. You weren’t the one that caught their attention. I guess for me, I just sunk into a minor depression state. Its 3am and I was surfing through dl…the worst thing I could be doing right now. I then decided to search for “him”…the worst feeling came back when I found him. The pictures say it all…hes happy. He’s happy that he’s with him instead of with you. He’s happy because hes got a solider next to him. I knew it wouldn’t work out, but I guess the thought that it could…and the fact that I was led to think that…just aches. Man…it would’ve been nice…=/ real talk.

relationships aren’t coming anytime soon…

the day that I say, “hes perfect” is the day that I’ll find peace with myself…sigh….

September 13, 2008

UPDATE 9/13

Whack…I had such a good vlog that I wanted to post up but then the quality towards the middle started to get whack so I’m like ughhh with it now =/. MANN! I was looking forward to putting one up tonight 😛 oh well…ugh…Tomorrow for sure 😀 Anyway, I feel tired…=P