Archive for August 29th, 2008

August 29, 2008

4am blah blah

I don’t know what made me feel like I need to go on some sort of hiatus from facebook, myspace, and youtube. I really have no idea, but I do feel like I’m lacking motivation on all three to update or whatever. I feel one reason might be school. Since school has started, I feel like the focus on that has shifted since I’m not in PACE anymore. It really does seem that not being in PACE gives me more freedom to focus and really excel in my studies now. Trust…something that I need to do. All my classes seem to be what I wished for – fun, exciting, and enjoyable to say the least. I feel like this semester can honestly give me a boost in my career and additionally give me a head towards graduating. 

A 4th year? A 4th year???? HUH? I can’t believe it. Its been that long already? It really did fly like nothing. I feel like I don’t have time for bullshit, making new friends, or doing what I used to because I’m a 4th year. Like I said, a shift of focus…oh yeah did I mention I did just turn 22? Things are shifting slowly, but for the good. I’m content with the friends I have. They are my rock and the folks who keep me sane. My living situation is getting better with everyone starting to realize their part in the apt. My finances seem to be good since fin aid kicked in. Still waiting on one more check though. Family is awesome along with religion. Where I am right now in life…I’m content and feeling like I am the luckiest guy in the world to have what I have. 

Recently, its been extremely hot in SF and I feel like that has been a reason for my mood. I feel good! The weekend up ahead is something I’m looking forward to. Having had the BEST WEEK EVER has drained me a bit, yet I feel like it was something I never would have thought I’d experience. IT WAS TRULY THE BEST WEEK I’ve ever had. Tonight, I decided to get wasted. lol…mission accomplished. First time I K.O’d in the living room. CRAZY. 

I’m good…I just need to take care of my life. I need to take care of me. I need to sleep.